Searching deep down amongst the thick bushes of artificial desires that have developed out of ignorance of my real nature, searching for a desire to live without money. In the dense network of this invisible digital commodity cleverly enslaving people, surrounding them with the illusory bait of paper and steel.
What makes money so wanted? So craved? Is the desire of the sane humans to establish a relationship. At the end of each pursuit of mine to do anything in this world is tainted with selfishness of want for comfort, luxury and peace, endless it is, I realize the pursuit itself is an illusion. How can things give me something when I don’t know what I am looking for? Shooting darts without a board. Sipping the glass of sugarcane juice, staring at the condition of just crushed, mashed lump of cane, I put myself. Iterations of crushing, with the volume of juice reducing with each, and there it lands up right in the pile, swarming over with bees, the juice and the beaten up sugarcane separate. Alas! Same is to happen with me, what is the use of such a hard struggle, considerations of happiness being the time when I am out between the two rollers up high with grace and gaining pride taking an adventurous turn back into the same. Is there a way out the loop? Indeed this body a bad bargain, gonna land up crushed sooner or later.
Deep within faint voices tell me, life is not meant for hard struggle to seek for imposed pleasures which are not the real satisfaction. There is a hidden truth of arrangement beyond the external activities of the moving living entities around. Completing the last sip, I thanked gratefully to the vendor for the piece of wisdom, making me feel heavy, heavy of the weight of the rollers running over me. Thinking deeply, I tried to focus above in the sky, asking to give me higher perspective of the mess I am in, I close my eyes gazing. “Time is moving everyone around, their own energy expended at the cost of their bodies, a false promise of improved future and circumstances. Living around with endless people, with their endless desires unknown to me, a very hopeless eccentric model of survival. For any genuine good to bring about, there is a genuine heart with a genuine desire to serve selflessly individually and collectively, for one common intention, to live in harmony with nature, harnessing the truth of higher arrangement, aligning ourselves with it and unlocking a hidden jewel. The jewel of fulfillment, satisfaction and love without money … “