Searching deep down amongst the thick bushes of artificial desires that have developed out of ignorance of my real nature, searching for a desire to live without money. In the dense network of this invisible digital commodity cleverly enslaving people, surrounding them with the illusory bait of paper and steel. What makes money so wanted? …
After a long and difficult walk on the crowdy path of “Happiness Pursuit”, I decide to quit. Appearing baseless, goalless, clueless, sick of over promising and under delivering nature of this world I decide to diverge. I wonder what gives one hope to roam like a clueless wretch, indeed people have been blinded. So wide …
Again yet again, the wave has struck, not being anchored in my thoughts and actions, I get swayed into the dismay of darkness. The codes of truthfulness, the rules of life, the ways of seeking all made by man in pursuit of everlasting happiness has failed to solve. Whole world appears to be meaningless, so …
Almost lifeless, I have surrendered to earth as the energy giving sun has drained me now, hit by sunstroke I lay down motionless. Irritated of my condition I was restless in my mind, my head jolting hard. Losing all vitality, I immerse myself into a chain of thoughts. My health was not with me now, …
Independent I can only suffer, many times I presume I can live as I wish, but I get smashed again and again by sword of unpredictability and ruthlessness of world around. Each smash making a deep impression, never to go from the deepest of my thought chambers. I hold myself to look in the mirror, …
The new year, I step out, hope of new vibes? The world started to impose the glaring energy of selfish enjoyment. Everyone, carrying multiple expectations from the year, seem to overrate the ephemeral joy of freedom, already in the snare of illusion, troubled I decide to barge out. The superficial decoration doesn’t seem a sign …
An usual so called busy day, I lay back at the bench aloof from the daily course of lecture. Standstill amidst a bunch of intelligent folks attentively hearing, few others scrolling the social chatter feed. Considering myself very learned, slapped by whip of tribulation I wonder the verbose discourse going on is in anyway going …
I lay back on the cold sand, dug deep into an ocean of memories, I feel my body merge in crust and thoughts hovering above in the sky, a slideshow, I see myself in them. Who are these entities in these pictures, why am I related to them? Some stay some go, all seems a …
Tossed by the waves of uncertainty, drowning amidst the ocean of fear, I felt lost, it is a hard blow, the unexpected. I felt controlled by the invisible ropes of nature. Everything I kept so much faith on just was slipping away like grains of sand from a handful fist. Worldly desires felt a noose …
Scared of this dark world, illusioned by shining lanterns and luminaries my uncontrolled mind tends to take shelter of them, the flickering lamp distracts me from my own self within, I lament at the choices that I make. The days pass by in insignificant work not knowing of my real goal and the unfulfilled longing, …